Thursday, 21 May 2015

Time Ruiner

last night you said that we'll hang out to the mall
last night you said we'll meet after you took a test
last night you said that I have to go by the bus 

everything just fine until you said different things..
you said you're going with your friends to the test's place,
you said you have to go home first before we can meet, 
I asked when you done?
You said "12 o'clock you can go.."

I asked again when I have to go?
an hour later you just replied at 12 o'clock
I said that I already took a bus. I'm on the bus right now!
you asked where am I
I said nearby the mall

half hour you didn't reply
I texted again you won't go now because I almost there
you said that's all my fault, 
he said
"I SAID 12 O'CLOCK YOU CAN GO WHY YOU DIDN'T LISTEN AT ME!?"

he kept blaming me.
I just wanna cry..

when I was on the bus
my phone keep buzzing, college group discuss about final subject that we have to do for graduate.
it hurts.
well I thought it'll be fine when I meet him at the mall, hanging out, laughing, hugging..

I arrived and felt so damn thirsty, I kept looking something for making me better.
got the smooth ice..
an hour waiting you, you said where am I
my head spinning around, so tired.

I texted wait there I'll coming
he said no! wait there I'm coming!
I said STOP THERE WAIT ME YOU USELESS DICKHEAD!!!! 
he replied FUCK YOU BLABLABLA

finally I met him, I gave him his helmet that I brought.
I turned around and suddenly he took my arm
hurts..

we fought like crazy
I kept walking out of the mall and he kept walking to the basement
we splited up

I catch the bus home, 
half hour he texted me
I'm sorry I shouldn't left you home alone.

I SUDDENLY CRIED.
dear GOD, if this is the way that I have to lose him, that's okay
but please in nice way :) 

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